Some Great Facebook Live Follow-Up
Hi feelinggood.com visitors,
After yesterday’s live Q and A on Facebook, I received an interesting email from one of the participants whom I’ll simply refer to as JD. We kind of ramble and babble, but I enjoyed our exchanges, and you might enjoy the dialogue as well! During the FB live broadcast, I described the three “deaths” of the ego that are necessary for the patient and for the therapist as well. JD apparently resonated with that discussion, and added some of his own beautifully thoughtful comments!
Enjoy, and feel free to add your own thoughts if you are interested!
As an aside, the next live FB Q and A will be at 2:30 PM, Sunday afternoon, on November 5th. There will be no live broadcast this Sunday, October 29th, because I’m flying to the east coast for three relationship workshops in Raleigh, Atlanta, and Denver.
Hello, Dr. Burns,
Thank you so much for responding to my question about Buddhism’s similarities to C.B.T. on your Facebook live video session yesterday (Sunday, October 22nd).
Your anecdote about “bullshitting about Buddhism” was hilarious and entertaining. I also enjoyed the opportunity to meet Miss Misty (David’s new cat). I’ve been a big fan of black cats all of my life, and always seem to attract them. Catching you and Misty today during your live broadcast was a happy synchronicity that made my Sunday and stoked my desire to go back to school and become a therapist.
One of the other commenters, who posted after I did, said that your live feed was for therapists, not patients. I missed the beginning of your talk and consequently missed any opening words or disclaimers to that effect which you might have laid out. I apologize if I was trespassing on your broadcast, but I was so happy to see you reading my thanks, and I want to repeat my thanks to you and reiterate what I said in my first comment, that I credit you with saving my life.
David’s comment: My podcasts, blogs, and broadcasts are for therapists as well as the general public. To me, there is only the thinnest of lines between “therapist” and “patient,” as we all tend to hurt in the same ways! So all are more than welcome to join!
I’m currently rebuilding my life after a four-year gay relationship characterized by verbal abuse. The insanity of the relationship led us to seek therapy, and while my partner never followed through with attending therapy, he did speak to a therapist who recommended your Feeling Good series of books, and that’s how we happened upon your work.
That was about a year ago. About four months ago, I left the relationship, as my partner seemed to be stepping up his irrational attacks proportionally to my starting to feel better. I’d done everything possible to accept responsibility for my own actions and to follow the wisdom contained in Feeling Good Together, but there came a point when it became clear my partner was not doing his share of accepting responsibility for himself–for example, finding a therapist for himself.
My summer since exiting the relationship has been pretty difficult, as I’ve mourned the loss of my former life and love while seeking refuge in the home of my parents, which opens up another whole can of worms. As I felt myself slipping into depression about a month ago, I picked up your Feeling Good Handbook and rediscovered the Acceptance Paradox. Upon reading about it one Saturday, in the throes of my depression, I instantly began to experience relief, to my wonderment.
David’s comment: Break up of loving relationships is almost always pretty painful. I’m sad you’re having to go through that. But yes, the Acceptance Paradox is totally mind-blowing, and I’m so glad that you “got it.”
That same night I accompanied my parents to a concert by the local philharmonic, held at the William Saroyan Theater in the downtown district of our city. As we were leaving, I happened to look up at the wall of the theater and see a quote by the eponymous author emblazoned there: ““The greatest happiness you can have is knowing that you do not necessarily require happiness.” This seemed like a resounding affirmation of the Acceptance Paradox, and upon reading it, my mood elevated even more!
In the past few weeks I’ve begun to adopt a Buddhist practice, meditating weekly with a local sangha. This past week I learned about the Dhammapada, an ancient Pali text whose 26 chapters contain what’s purported to be the sayings of the Buddha in verse form. It begins with this:
“All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him, as the wheel follows the foot of the ox that draws the carriage.”
From there, the C.B.T. parallels just keep on coming. What struck me in relation to my present situation was this third and fourth verses:
“Those who entertain such thoughts as ‘He abused me, he beat me, he conquered me, he robbed me’ will not still their hatred”
And its paired verse is
“Those who do not entertain such thoughts as ‘He abused me, he beat me, he conquered me, he robbed me, will still their hatred.”
Before you think this is a Buddhist lesson and stop reading, I’ll leave off quoting this text, but I am curious about what you meant by saying you were “anti-Buddhist.” Do you think that cultivating a Buddhist practice is a waste of time and that the mind is better trained through C.B.T. principles? Or was that a bit of hyperbole?
David comment: You are right, when I say I am “anti-Buddhist” it is just hyperbole, trying to send a message, I guess, that being a joiner and follower is perhaps not the path I personally prefer. Certainly, the Buddha was not a “Buddhist” either, so I think I am in pretty good company!
I also wonder if you have any advice for me. I’m 45 years old. After earning a Bachelor’s degree in Modern Literature from the University of California at XYZ 23 years ago, I left academia in search of “real-world” experience and continued my education in the proverbial School of Hard Knocks (at its campuses in S.F., NYC, and L.A.).
Now, having returned to the place where I began, I am filled with the desire to help improve life in the Central Valley, in particular for other marginalized people (I feel as though I had to leave my home town in order to become who I was meant to be) as well as for LGBT+ folks everywhere.
In my desperate search for help over the last few years, I found very few books aimed at LGBT people. This is a pity, as the gay community that I delved into these past 20 years is shockingly unwell.
It’s as if wellness is not a concept, especially in the gay male community. An almost nihilistic hedonism seems to be the norm, and self-destructive behaviors are celebrated, propagated, and inculcated with alarming uniformity. Do you have any thoughts in relation to this observation? And would you agree that there’s a need for specialized outreach to this community?
I realize you might not have time to respond, so I won’t be offended if you don’t. Thank you so much for being there. If you’ve read this all the way through, I apologize if I’ve bored you or overshared. You’re a real hero to me, and I really wish I could be your student and go on hikes with you all. 🙂
With much gratitude and all my wishes for your happiness and health,
Doctor David‘s Response
Thank you for the excellent email! I’d love to publish it, with your permission.
I liked your quoting from the Buddhist teachings, and it does sound a lot like cognitive therapy. We actually worked on anger thoughts on yesterday’s Sunday hike, using some of the new Paradoxical Agenda Setting techniques, which seemed to help a great deal. We also used the Acceptance Paradox which proved really helpful, too.
I am a strong gay supporter, in part because my father, a Lutheran minister, was anti-gay, and I felt that was unfair and a form of hatred, and clearly not an expression of religion, love or spirituality! I have many fine young therapists in my training groups who are gay, and they are doing some great outreach work, which I applaud and support.
I feel that gays and LGBT folks suffer very unfairly by so much hatred in our society, and in our so-called “modern” civilization throughout the world. The human race has a nasty dark side, and perhaps the prognosis for our long-term survival is not that good.
My wife and I do not regret so much that the human race may drive itself to extinction via nuclear war, global warming, or whatever, but we do regret that we will take so many innocent and vulnerable animal species along with us.
We also feel disgusted by those who hide their hostility and cruel behavior behind religious concepts, claiming they are doing this or that atrocity in the name of God, or some prophet, or some “higher” principal. To me, this absurd denial of their dark motives and aggression is almost more hateful than their cruelty to those they judge as inferior, defective, bad, or whatever.
I’ve also embedded some comments in your thoughtful and excellent email above!
Thank you for your response. I am delighted to hear back from you, and I’m so happy you liked my email. Please feel free to publish it on your blog. Using my initials would be fine.
I’m grateful for the clarification of your “anti-Buddhist” statement. I’m not much of a joiner either, having grown up Catholic and endured 13 years of Catholic schooling before rebelling dramatically from it for the next few decades. I am still vehemently opposed to the Catholic Church, and my parents’ adherence to the church is one of the big sticking points in my current experiment in co-existing with them after 25 years away.
In Buddhism, I’ve found a helpful tool for calming and stilling my mind and accepting things as they are, as well as keeping a grateful focus on the present moment. I appreciate that, in contrast to Catholicism, Buddhism rejects hocus pocus, esoteric dogma, and the cruel rejection of others. It’s rooted in the real world and advocates a training of the mind as a means of alleviating suffering.
I believe you to be what’s known as a bodhisattva, if you don’t mind me saying so, a true adult who’s transcended the ego and lives in mindfulness of the world’s suffering, doing his best to free others from the cycle of their karma.
Ultimately, I agree with you and your wife that the real tragedy in our human condition is our devastation of the other species with whom we share the earth. I feel terribly for the innocent victims of our greed and heedless behavior. Becoming a vegan last year has connected me to purpose in a very fulfilling way, and since making that transition I’ve felt my capacity for empathy expand.
Thank you for your encouragement of gay therapists and their important outreach. Allies such as yourself are essential to the community’s feeling better, learning to overcome decades of social stigmatizing, and developing the skills to love and care for its own.
Please stay well and keep up the profoundly beautiful and helpful work.
With gratitude and deep respect,
Doctor David’s Final Response
Oh, thanks, thanks, thanks! We seem to be on the same wavelength!
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yup! Really! david